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“I think I should stop it all. I shouldn’t call him to go out with me, shouldn’t text to him anymore, shouldn’t contact him first. I have to find some ways to forget the feeling that I can’t stop thinking of him. Because I know he doesn’t have any feelings to me, and he has had been into another relationship, and we won’t have any results. I have no hopes with him, that’s true. But…

But every morning I wake up, every night I fall to sleep, all the day, I miss him all the time. Even when I’m listening to any songs, any melodies, he immediately comes into my mind, filling in my mind. How should I do? 

I even can’t take a breath when thinking of him. I feel so sick with this nameless melancholy. I miss him so much, and more if I didn’t meet him just a day.

I’m just non-stop thinking that if we knew we don’t have any results, that we will take apart soon, just 2 months left…. so should we meet each other again? Should we find some reasons to meet again? Should we say something more clearly?… or just let it be?

I just know we don’t have many times to be together, and when that day comes, the day we have to go home. I’m not sure I can overcome that melancholy.

What should I do?

I have to be more stronger to decide not to contact to him, I must be more stronger.”

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Well, even if it is the only thing you can feel right now, you will be able to feel other things soon. You might have to get help, or it might just happen in it’s own time, but it’s coming. You are so loved, and so worthy of that love, and things will improve, whether it’s by pure chance or your own two capable hands. Much love to you.

我怎么了？

最近几天都好想哭，每天下班回来心情很低落，我想他了。But I really want to yell out loudly “Get out of my mind”. I think I’m crushed on him. Shame on me! 

还有一个重要的原因，我在中国的时间逐渐渐短，每一天过去我都感觉很珍贵，我真的现在才感觉非常珍惜的每一分每一秒。跟任何人在一起，无论是喜欢我的还是讨厌我的人，都无所谓了，我都珍惜。

真是无能为力。我想时间停止，我想我有权利控制某一件事。

实际上我们人类是个软弱还是坚强的动物呢？

Muốn gồng hết sức mình để có thể gạt bỏ hết những bụi bặm vướng trong tâm. What should I do? I wanna forget everything, forget that guy, forget myself, forget the passing time, forget … all. 

但是，好像我越想把全部忘掉越感觉更加想念。

以前好害怕“落寞”和“悲伤”

，但是现在却喜欢这个感觉。

He told me it’s called “melancholy”

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日本海啸是如何发生的。

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